2.30am in morning

it's 2.30am now but I couldn't sleep.. mmg syndrom tak boleh tidur kalau susah hati since darjah 5 lagi (as far as I could remember).. byk lagi outstanding work tak complete lagi..last few days, i am not feeling very well.. tapi, kalau boleh, ikin tak nak la bg alasan, my work tak siap sebab tak sihat.. sape nak percaya kan..

peliknya.. ingatkan keje tak lah spenat belajar.. but, beribu kali susah dr study.. pelik sungguh.. belajar susah .. kerja susah.. but, kalau tak susah, mcm mana nak success kan?? sb commitment keje lebih banyak.. nasib baik tak kahwin lagi.. kalau tak, sure mati la suami ikin.. or badan dia jadi mcm aneoksia or skeleton.. hahahaha.. but, its true.. susah eh nak cari lelaki beriman skrg ni.. but, kalau jumpa pun, tak der chemistry and sometimes kena pretend to be someone else.. ikin suka tgk sehati berdansa.. shidee and vanidah..  dulu, kalau kat uk, ikin ada masa masak kat umah, skrg, dpur pun tak berasap.. makan kat luar tak sedap.. ari tu, masa balik ipoh, ikin and mama , masak lauk kat umah (kak jue tak der).. perghhh nikmat sangat rasanya.. actually ikin masak tak sedap mana.. asalkan boleh serasi ngan tekak ikin, kira oklah..

herm, so glad that my friend got an offer letter frm pwc.. so happy for you sheau ruh.. hopefully, she will make a wise decision in choosing the company to join with.. kena ada 'chemistry' with that company bak kata my senior.. i guess so..

klah nak sambung keje balik, jelesnya tgk adik tido...