the reason?

there should be a reason for everything happens.. eventhough baru almost 3 months bekerja, ikin dah mula rasa susahnya kerja as an auditor.. but, I kept on reminding to myself, betapa susahnya nak masuk PwC and takkan senang2 jer nak keluar kan? kan? Coz masa interview kat London, about 100 candidates apply for this job, but only 15 had been selected.. meaning that PwC had faith on me to take this responsibility...

I feel blessed with the life I have eventhough sometimes there will make me burst in tears but I will stand up.. being an auditor is not easy, mental kena kuat.. I am still new  in auditing life, still learning, and sometimes it may take longer time for me to complete a task.. mcm rasa inefficient pulak in doing job.. but, ikin selalu pujuk diri sendiri, I am still learning and maybe after 6 months, I should be efficient as my seniors.. Insyallah..

I decided to take ACCA exam.. cuma, the bad part is most of my best friends are in icaew class.. but, life goes on kan.. takperla, kelas tu weekend jer.. and, i will try to make new friends eventhough its hard for me to get close to others kalau baru kenal..tak tahu apa semua hikmah yg Allah nak bg kat ikin utk join kelas ACCA..

masa nak gi tmpt client kat bukit jelutong, ikin ternampak org buta lintas jalan.. sampai berair mata ikin tgk diorang.. kesiannya kat diorang.. rasa simpati sangat.. thats why ikin bersyukur ngan apa yg ada pada ikin skrg..wlaupun ikin tak pandai or cantik, sekurang2nya Allah bg pancaindera yg lengkap kat ikin utk bekerja..

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[Iskandar]

Dear Ms Ikin,

I shared this thought of mr. eckhart in my blog last night.Perhaps it might give some help to you.

"When I was a Boy Scout, we played a game when new Scouts joined the troop. We lined up chairs in a pattern, creating an obstacle course through which the new Scouts, blindfolded, were supposed to maneuver. The Scoutmaster gave them a few moments to study the pattern before our adventure began. But as soon as the victims were blindfolded, the rest of us quietly removed the chairs.

I think life is like this game. Perhaps we spend our lives avoiding obstacles we have created for ourselves and in reality exist only in our minds. We're afraid to apply for that job, take violin lessons, learn a foreign language, call an old friend, write our Congressman - whatever it is that we would really like to do but don't because of personal obstacles.

Don't avoid any chairs until you run smack into one. And if you do, at least you'll have a place to sit down."

Pierce Vincent Eckhart
Tenor